Instead of Killing Yourself
by Derrick C. Brown
wait until
a year from now
where you say,
“Holy fuck,
I can’t believe I was going to kill myself before I etcetera’d…
before I went skinny dipping in Tennessee,
made my own IPA,
tried out for a game show,
rode a camel drunk,
skydived alone,
learned to waltz with clumsy old people,
photographed electric jellyfish,
built a sailboat from trash,
taught someone how to read,
etc. etc. etc.”The red washing
down the bathtub
can’t change the color of the sea
at all.
people in the rave/edm scene need to stop judging other ravers based on who they listen to, who they like, what they wear, and how long theyve been raving for.









